Facts

What probably suck during holidays are the stress of cramming, heavy traffic and Christmas parties with singing and dancing.  People are compelled to sit in a table together with the bosses or enemies or plain bitches. You have to buy something sweet to dear friends and even a cute outfit that will look good in the picture.  If you go all the way, you need to fix the hair and put make up.

Every year (for sometime now) we do most errands… grocery, cook, a little program and gift giving.  By the clock hits 12 midnight, we are so overfeed and sleepy.   Just saying, I am not complaining.

Heck!

Still alive and saying…

Don’t expect my writing style has improved or if I care. LOL.  I never brought fun nor hope nor sentiments.

So what’s new?  Enrolled to Graduate School.  Made new friends and made recent connection to my old friends.  Gained weight.  Tried something in my face to lessen the acne marks.  Been buying local goods; supporting the Filipino industry.  My latest purchases – leather goodies, woven (banig style) wallet and batiks fabrics.  The conversion is in process and I’m actually in a hurry to have the 360 overturn.  The budget’s holding me back.  More laughs

The 2020 will tests my patience.  I must learn not to compute the months, days and hours until my 10th year in my work. Planning to retire early, travel, teach part time, settle down, buy my dream residential farm or resort house and raise kids.  That’s too much.

We want to make our dreams to become reality.  If these does not happen as planned, I will cry.  If I can make them happen, I will be the luckiest and happiest soul alive.  Either way, I can take each blow and go on (but not pushing to infinite limits).

My decision is final.  I will go as far as my dreams will take me. And the goal is to set up a comfortable and simple life in years to come.

At this point, I’ve been stronger for myself and for my family and friends.  It’s clear that tough love is more effective if you want the people around to be more independent and wiser.  That’s how I really feel.

My last random thoughts..  I want to fill the world with more trees and good education.